January 2009
something i needed to get off my chest
okay, so i heard that sometimes writing down your true feelings to someone can really help you feel better even if who you are writing to never reads it, so hear it goes
to the black widow in the c-building girl’s bathroom that i always see when i am drying my hands in that wind blowing thing that takes like two turns to dry my hands:
you seriously need to move. you are not welcome in that...
painfully shy
okay so i dont know if its because of stress or what but i am breaking out. acne-wise.
but theyre those painfully shy pimples that dont wanna show themselves… just leave a bump and a lot of pain. thus being painfully shy. i have to write a song for choir.
i love texting myra.
Virgin: the world's best passenger complaint... →
(via lavidadolce)
our work is never over
okay so this is like the second article on child porn i wrote a current event about. this stuff is gross. but hey, the articles are short.
drug addiction must be horrible. this beezy is straight snortin somethin on true life.
today was pretty mixed pretty mixed.
i feel like watching a movie.
a couple friends couldnt come over today cause of the grounding but hey, whatever.
as long as my moms...
better
i love this song. but thats pretty irrelevant
turns out i will be singing this song(the one below) for the test in choir next week. i was sick of hearing it so many times on tv and stuff and i like some of regina spektors others songs better but i have warmed up to it. still not sure if i should accent where she says “better” a lot of times, because you know its...
why does that happen
i dont even feel anything
knowing people is better i think.
i think that i should feel more, but i dont and i do
i cant tell if its neutral or bad.
inauguration
i want obama to adopt me so the jonas brothers will sing for me.
that ladys poem was too damn long
the luncheon afterparty was bangin
lets see where it goes?
welcome, obama
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addiction
okay so these last few days have been good, a roller coaster. i really miss my camera because all i want to do is take pictures and pictures and pictures. i say blah too much and i love you me and dupree. restoration. trumpets. i will never be a successful poet but i dont appreciate poetry enough anyway. who the hell cares? mom boyfriend me. i think i going grocery shopping tonight, i hope so...
“what a man what a man what a man what a mighty good man”
– (via atfirstsight)
hahahahahhaha good ol en vogue and salt n pepa haha good choice.
hmmmm
mistakes. they come and go, but why do they have to silently stay there? awkward.
coming out
i use clinical strength deoderant.
well i thought i might as well make a list of my...
i dont know why.
french canadian
german
cherokee (native american)
spanish
belgian
scandonavian
syrian
mexican
blah blah blah theres probably more.
after a while
i think i am ready to start being myself again
it isnt that i have been other people, i havent been anybody
so if you missed me, am coming back haha.
“The increase in the internal energy of a system is equal to the amount of energy...”
– First Law of Thermodynamics
oh my goshhh
the real world brooklyn<3
love it
naoomi told me i was her other half today
i thought it was cuteee
[ :
very sleepy
“Mr Contreras was only cool cuz he liked the thundercats”
– ubaldo
“people need to stop being gay. some of them just make gay look bad…”
– adrian (yesterday)
BROOKLYN
oh my gosh!
oh my gosh!
oh my gosh!
THE REAL WORLD BROOKLYN premiers tonight! So excited.
but…
i am waiting for a phonecall
i hate it when it seems like its gonna take FOREVER.
but…
yay!
[ ;
“Hi! I like shorts!”
– Youngster Ben [Pokemon! Fire Red] (via pinadecoco, i just HAD to reblog this. love you julie!)
WOO!
my uncles girlfriend Paula is making food
[ =
ashley is NOT amused
cats dont get split ends
i have to pick up all these sticks in the backyard
pretty confuse today
things is better with my mom
she still nagging about the lack of money someone owes me tho
ugh.
idk why i got the prom issue of seventeen cause am not going, i know i wasnt going anymore
my cat stole my moms keys but she just found them right now
i<3alexanderwang.
mama
okay so i hate to rant(or do i?)
but my mom is at her boyfriends work
see, i dont see my mom as often as i used to cause shes over there a lot. then i’ll call her saying am hungry and she wont come home until after i am sleeping so that she doesnt feed me.
basically i just asked her if shed rather feed her boyfriend than me and she said “bullsh*t is your room clean?”
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